Friday, October 23, 2009


It's been a month since my last post. I am noticing that I am not doing much to work towards my goal. I've lost about 5 pounds and that's it. I really need to put some more effort into it.

Anthony has gone from beign the guy who "loves me as I am" to "well, how do YOU feel about it" to "you need to lose weight ashley, period, you're getting fat". I understand where he's coming from. He's now at the "tough love" stage. He says he's tried everything else so this is his most recent approach. Really, I don't think it matters WHAT he says! I'm going to do it for myself, and myself only. I don't want him to be ashamed of me or anything but if it's going to get done, it's because of how I feel, not what he says. I wish he would understand that. Since what he says doesn't do anything except make me feel bad, which of course leaves me grabbing for something to snack on, I wish he would stop saying it!

Well, that's it for now. Just wanted to update you!